I wana ask,

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS ACT LIKE YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO'S HURT?

It is really very unfair.

If I don't, I am a b*tch hurting your feelings.
Alternatively, if I do, I'd be a shameless b*tch.
Either way I am one, because you have already see it this way!
Nevertheless, you have indirectly pushed me down into the outcast-ism spiral.

I am an outcast, for there will definitely be people whom you know, around me.
I will never be able to escape... from this past.
I will try my best to serve my destiny, if it is what it is.